My alarm rung in my ear, the sun from outside my window burned into my bedroom making it light up with a warm glow. My eyes opening slowly, as I turned to my side to stop my alarm that told me it was 6am.

　　The room was cold as I pulled the sheets of my small body, giving me goosebumps as the cool air hit my bare legs and arms. I pull myself out of my comfort bed and stumble into the bathroom, turning the shower on then walked to the toilet and sat down.

　　I flushed the toilet and began to undress, taking off my shorts and oversized top then my underwear. I got into the shower, feeling the water run down from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet, the warmth making my body relax and warm up.

　　I hate this time of year, its always minus 10 degrees every morning until april. I bend down and pick up the shampoo and squeezed a penny size onto the palm of my hand, rubbing it threw my chocolate brown hair that reached the bottom of my back.

　　I rinsed it out and then added a lot of conditioner to the palm of my hand, filling it to remove all the tangles and to prevent my hair getting matted threw out the day, even though I knew it won't smell nice at the end of the day because of ryan.

　　Ryan is the Mr bad boy of the school, picks on the weak and plays with girls hearts like they are some toys, once hes bored of them they get pushed away and replaced with a better one.

　　He stands at 6ft 4, his black hair rests just above his eyes and the sides are short. His light green eyes could make anyone fall in love with him, he was perfectly groomed and his honey skin tone was clear and smooth looking. His body was toned and buff, just imagine tall, dark and handsome and hes the definition of it.

　　I wasn't surprised I was the target of his bullying. were as hes extremely handsome, I'm small, just reaching 5ft 5, I have big amber eyes with huge eyelashes, my skin is a medium tone. My lips are plump and I have freckles across my nose.

　　But the thing that I'm targeted for is the type of person I am, I'm shy, timed, a pushover and a typical nerd, I'm not ugly, but the way I dress makes me ugly so Ryan ses.

　　I get out of the shower after rising the last bit of conditioner out of my hair, I wrap a white towel around my body and walk back into my bedroom. Going threw my closet, I pick out a large black sweater and black leggings.

　　I dry myself and got dressed, putting on my glasses and brushed my hair to get ready to dry it. Once I was ready to leave, I put on my black boots and left for school. It wasn't a long walk from my rented room, so I made it there in ten minutes.

　　I stood at the gates, looking at all the students walking in, some were gossiping, some were fighting and some were staring right at me. They probably heard the rumours that Ryan spread about me yesterday, It was always the same.

　　I walked up the long hallway to my locker, avoiding all the strange, dirty and sympathetic looks I was getting. I opened my locker, only for it to be slammed shut. I didn't move, just stood waiting for what the person would say "so your arms still bleeding hmm?" I looked up at Ryan, terrified, his low husky voice made my whole body tremble making me shake instantly. "You look disgusting today" he mocked, my face turned red, I look down at the floor and play with my scraggly sleeves.

　　"I didn't d-" he put his hand up to my face as I tryed to speak still avoiding his gaze, his hand was the size of my head, he slammed his palm on my forehead making me stumble back.

　　Ouch, I put my hand on my head trying to rub it better... don't cry, don't cry. "You going for the emo look maya?" I felt a strong push on my back, sending me flying forward. Ryan stepped out the way allowing me to fall flat on my face, a pull on my hair lifted my head off the floor and I came eye to eye with hayley, Ryan's current girlfriend.

　　"You gonna answer me?" she questioned, but I just looked at her, fear filled my body making me still and unable to speak. Hayley was a very pretty girl, her mid length blonde hair was straight and her slim build made the bones on her face extremely visible. "Ew you're so ugly" she gasped as she pushed my head to the floor holding me down.

　　I felt anger begin to burn inside of me and before I knew it I had her hair wrapped around my fingers, without hesitating I pulled with all my strength pulling her to the floor, giving me the opportunity to sit up, gasps filled the hall. I dont know what came over me, I've never stood up for myself and I tried to control it but we began to fight. Ripping out echothers hair. We scratched, slapped, bunched and pulled, she had hold of my jumper as she stood up and pulled it and it came off with a huge rip, exposing my arms and my stomach as I was wearing a small blue crop top underneath it.

　　Just as we charged at each other both of us were pulled away from one another as we screamed at each other, I pushed myself out of the grip of the person holding me.. Ryan.

　　"Don't fucking touch me!" I screamed hitting him in the chest a few times and I stormed off over to the school toilets. All eyes were on me, but I didn't care, I felt proud as I had just finally stood up to hayley.

　　Once in the restroom, I lock the door behind me so no-one could come in. I moved to the mirror and looked at the scratches and bruises that had already started to appear on my skin, my hair was a mess but I smiled. Hayley looked a lot worse that me for starters, her nose was bleeding and her hair was all over the floor, her once perfect body and face had scratches and bruises all over it.

　　I cleaned myself up and whipped the blood of my hands and from the scratches, I walked out of the restroom with my head held high as I smiled at the students who walked past me in disbelief, the other targets of Ryan and Hayley waved at me shyly as I waved back in happiness.