Xing Chen's pov

　　Another day's gone and I've completely messed my date up. I'm well aware that my dad wants me to marry a wealthy billionare who matches my class, but what if we are not compatible with each other?

　　The reason why I hide my identity as the heiress of the Xing Enterprises during my dates is that I don't want them to love me all because of money, money which I've not earnt at all.

　　That money is the result of hardwork done by those thousands of employees and my Dad.

　　Nevermind....

　　I am 19 now..and this was my 68th failed date..My quest of finding my love will never end..

　　Atleast not this soon..

　　Finally, tomorrow is the first day of my college..May be I could find my soulmate.

　　Many may think that I'm desperate for love, well then, be it so..

　　My dad has always been a busy person, my mom died while giving birth to me..

　　So, my whole life I've been surrounded by Nannies and bodyguards..I feel suffocated, but the worst part is that, my dad never acknowledges me.

　　I understand that, he loved my mom dearly but he cannot ignore me just because she died while bringing me to this earth.

　　I'm tired..really tired of pampering myself and trying to find love through the emotions of characters in novels.

　　I read many romantic novels, so that I could feel theie every emotions, be it love, hate and pain.

　　But what I crave the most is "Love".

　　I don't have much friends, but I have a best friend, always available for me,An ning..

　　Sometimes, She's quite excessive whenever She sees some good looking rich boys, but it's not her fault, even I drool over them.

　　I finished reading the novel which had been hooking me up for somedays and I'm literally sobbing here.

　　It's late now..I guess I should sleep..

　　My alarm clock started producing it's usual irrittating sound indicating me to wake up.

　　The sun's smiling brightly as usual, and the breeze is gentle, these are the things that gives me hope to keep going forward..

　　Maybe, people will change but as long as the Sun's smiling and wind is blowing I'll not stop the quest for my love.

　　I freshened up and wore my dress..ran down the stairs.

　　My cook was waiting for me with a tray of breakfast, I smiled at him and sat down to have the breakfast.

　　AS usual, my Dad had already gone for office, but I could not be more glad, atleast he gives me money for all my needs.