"Hurry up! Don't cry there anymore because the service is already here!" My brother shouted as I lay on the bed.

　　My boyfriend just broke up with me the other day. I can’t accept that he traded me for an ugly woman! If he had changed nicely I wouldn't have complained in case not because she looks like shrimp!

　　I was so annoyed with myself because I was still crying for my ex. I don't want the idea that I still think of him because he doesn't deserve my tears.

　　I got up and went to my brother who is now arranging things now because we are leaving for a vacation. There is as much a place that mom goes back to every vacation and now we are going.

　　Imagine for three years he was the only one that I love and loved but he cheated on me again the second time and it was too late. Say I'm a bad person for not giving him a third chance but I quit too. I will let him warm himself with his woman.

　　"Hazey?"

　　"Yes, I'll fix it," I said, referring to the things that I will bring.

　　When I felt that mama left and I just sat on the bed. Wondering what will happened tomorrow or in the next few days. How do I start again? Can I be without him? Will I get used to it right away or what? There are so many what if's on my mind but I choose to ignore it.

　　"Hazey, it's okay if you don't come with us tomorrow. I'm sure mom won't get upset, she'll understand you. Is mom still there? That's even worse for you, look at the eight of us and then different fathers?"

　　"No, I'm going Kuya. It's time to unwind even if I don't want to go back to the place and I will still be with you. Maybe this is the time for me to love that place, '' I said.

　　"Your being dramatic! Let Kuya hug you," Kuya said and then greeted me with a hug.

　　Even though Kuya is like this and we always tease him, he is still the older brother and eldest in the family. They didn’t feel it and I felt nothing was missing.

　　Even though my father and I are different, we still have the same origin and our mother is the same. No one can change that, no one.

　　"Why is there such a thing? We are not included?"

　　I turned around when I saw Ate Precious, Amalfi, Arthur, Jung, Meridith and Brielle peeking out the door. I wiped away my tears and laughed a little. I extend my hand and hug them.

　　"Yey! Group hug!" Brielle shouted which made us laugh.

　　"Hey ugly! I told you that Ate Precious and I will take care of your lovelife! When we arrive in our vacation area! Sister and I will look for you a deserving boy and not than that idiot! When I grow up, I will really hit that!" Arthur was angry when Precious punched him.

　　"Your so arrogant! You haven't been circumcised yet!"

　　"Hey!"

　　"Me too! I will defend Hazey!"

　　I looked at Brielle. I hugged her and she hugged me back . Family is the only one I treasure. My family is my strength and will never be replaced or matched. Who says a big family is in trouble? It is in the formation of a bond with each other.

　　--

　　"Hazey! Have you got all your belongings?" Mom asked in the living room while Meridith and Brielle were dressed.

　　"Yes mom," I replied then put on my jacket.

　　"I put other clothes in your suitcase, Hazey."

　　I turned to the speaker and bring my belongings to Marione's car, My sister's boyfriend. Even against my will, I still called him brother. They will getting married in a month so I need to train myself to call him as older brother.

　　"Thank you brother, '' I said as he smiled before carrying the suitcase I was carrying.

　　We were there for a month because there was a rest house to stay. The other day we were only at the hotel and the holiday was only three days, I don't know now where mom's money came from to rent a rest house. There was no problem with the car because Marione had a van.

　　"Hazey! Come here, you look like a ugly one! "

　　My sister approached me and touched my face. She took something from the pouch she was holding. She pulled out a brush, concealer and liptint.

　　"Your face is pale sis. Let me fix it to glow in a little. We will that be later in a resort! You look like a corpse maybe later we won't find a boyfie to replace your stupid ex! Wrong--"

　　"That's right sister. Just put that on me, '' I said and sucked on her hand.

　　"All right because my sister must be fresh," she said and started applying concealer to my face.

　　"Look at your eyebags! That Jake doesn't deserve that, '' my sister said while she was still fixing me.

　　I stared at my sister and smiled. I am lucky because I have a sister who understands my situation now. Marione is so lucky to have my sister.

　　"Oh? Why are you staring at me? Because I'm beautiful? You look pretty when you smile, sis. If you don't smile I'll send you where your father is!" He threatened to make me laugh.

　　"Sis! I don't know where my father is, right? To the eight of us, I am the only one who does not know my father," I replied to my sister.

　　It's true. All I said is true because to all of us, I was the only one who did not know my real father. I still remember every important day of my other siblings with their father, they hugged but I did not and never will. I tried to ask mom but there was still no answer even though she did not know.

　　"Hazey! Precious! Get out of there. What time is it! We might get caught!"

　　My sister and I laughed before leaving the house. Maybe this is the new start for me. My first ever Beach trip without him