I was in the middle of the school hallway hitting Jin's high notes while people were giving me weird stares.

　　"If you keep on doing this, we won't be friends anymore", Dian, my best friend, said.

　　"You need to listen to BTS new album it's really good", I tell her even though I know she won't listen to it. She was a straykidz fan and had a tiny crush on Hyunjin which as a good bestie, that I am, teases her about it.

　　"You know I won't listen to them, do stop telling me too", she deadpans and I swing my hands around her shoulder. Dian was taller than me, she calls me short but it's her fault she's too tall.

　　"I keep telling you, who knows one day you will", I tell her and she rolls her eyes, rude coconut.

　　"I only have eyes and ears for Hyunjin", she says as we walk to class together. I remove my arm from her shoulder and keep up with her long legs.

　　"I'll make you a hoe for Jimin", I joke and she punches me, ouch.

　　We took our seats before the bell rang and the teacher walks in and starts the topic for today.

　　School went by in a blur and I couldn't be happier to leave, Dian and I walked home together. Our houses weren't close so we separated at a point.

　　I walked in the house and saw Charles and my brother sitting on the floor playing video games on his laptop.

　　Charles was my brother's closest friend who claims to be my angel and Cupid. He's weird and I like weird people.

　　"Losers", I close the laptop interrupting their game and they groan. My brother curses at me while Charles chuckles and gives me a welcome hug before heading to the kitchen for a drink.

　　"You bitch, you interrupted my beautiful game, if we weren't related I would have sold you for a bottle of water", my brother says and I roll my eyes.

　　"With that ugly face of yours I doubt we are related, we should do a DNA test and prove that you're adopted", I shot back and he gasps.

　　"Your Namjoon is uglier than you", now it's my turn to gasp.

　　I tackle him to the ground," take that back", I say fighting with my so called brother.

　　"No, get off me, you psychotic bitch, help!! She's trying to kill me!!", Someone lifts me up and I realized it's Charles. I try to longue for my brother's squeezable neck and end his miserable life.

　　"This girl is crazy, she talks to those Chinese boys posters in her room and giggles like a freak", my brother says.

　　"They aren't Chinese, just wait till I get my hands on your baby neck and squeeze the misery out of you".

　　After hours of yelling and shouting, my brother and I call truce.

　　We were in the living room watching a football match, well my brother and Charles were watching football, I wasn't. I'm not the biggest football fan like my brother who has several outfits collection of his favorite football teams.

　　We later agreed to watch a movie after my endless groaning and begging. I knew my brother hated when I made noise so he just changed the channel.

　　Half way in the movie Charles got a call, I wasn't really interested in his call so I didn't bother to eavesdrop.

　　After he ends the call he sighs and buries his hand in his face.

　　"What's wrong", I ask him putting a hand on his back hoping it'll relax him.

　　My brother noticed and use his ugly toe to poke Charles.

　　"I just heard the news that Namjoon is dead and we were supposed to collaborate for an album", Charles says with sadness in his tone.

　　Namjoon is what? This must be a prank that my brother and Charles put up, that's impossible. I ran to my room and brought my phone that was charging.

　　I searched for Namjoon's name and my blood went cold.

　　'BTS member Kim Namjoon also known as RM commits suicide by jumping off a bridge'

　　I dropped my phone out of shock, this can't be true. Namjoon can't die.

　　Tears were already falling from my eyes and I felt weak. I screamed loudly, my brother and Charles ran into my room and looked at me with sad eyes.

　　"I'm sorry", my brother says while hugging me, I buried my face in his chest getting his shirt wet with my tears and he didn't seem to mind.

　　"This wasn't supposed to happen, where did it go wrong", I hear Charles mumble.