Abby pov

You are weak, ugly, fat , and a bitch who killed her mother....killler..killer..killer....No..No i am not... i am not.....

I woke up.... again with this Nightmare...... Why all this... I am tired of this living.. i just want to die... and be with my mother......

No abby after 1 week , we will find our mate... he will love us and protect us.... believe in yourself.... My wolf moon tell me.... i only have my wolf to take .... I don't have any friends, i am all alone....

I am Abby collin , from the Black hood pack... yeah yeah i am a werewolf.....

I had a very beautiful life...

yes i had not have ..... when i was 10 all my happiness gone with my mother..... All the love and care that is show torwards me by my father and brother is gone with my mother.... because they think beacause of me my mom is dead......

I tried to make them understand.... but they never listen to me... they just belive my two bestfriend.... not bestfriend... ex- Bestfriend....Now they treat me as a slave..... Not only by them by whole pack ......

They told me i don't deserve any good think..... they treat me like a trash... and the pack alpha also support them....

Why noone listen me..... I don't killed her .... it was just an accidental..... But No one believes me ........

I looks towards my watch... 3:30 .... I always wake up at this time..... cause i have to make breakfast for whole pack.... no-one is there to help me.... If i a bit late they will beat me hard and don't give food for a week.....

I walked towards pack kitchen and start to make a breakfast..... thank god i finished it at time....

Right now i am serving food to all the pack member... i am not allowed to eat with them... they don't treat me like a pack member.....I was allowed to eat only twice a day..........

Suddenly my father called me to his office... and start to beat me.... its the routine of my father....after my mother dead... he always beat me.... and my Twins brother always support him.....They are meant to protect me but No they always beat me and is the number one bully of my life....

I come out from father office , my lips is bleeding due to heavy slap... all my hand and legs are blue due to whips....

sometimes i want to run from this pack but i am waiting for my birthday... After that i will find my mate and he will protect me from this all abuses .......

Just one week left before i turned 18.... i have already shifted... unusually most of the werewolf shifted at 18 but i shifted to the beautiful white wolf at 14... Noone know about this... my wolf ask me not to tell anyone about shifting.....And not even the alpha can smeel my wolf.....

Right now i am getting ready for my school.... i have to walk hour for school... i don't have a car.. both my brother are provided with a experience car but not me...and they never give a lift to me.......

Sometimes i just think they are not my brother....

I hurriedly get ready for school and went.. finally i reached the class... i always sit in a corner seat.... i sit down ...

Now its time for lunch break.. i go towards library cause i am not allowed to eat twice a day and i don't ever have a money.. i look for a novel story and seat at the window seat and started to read.... its the only place where i feel relaxed and happy......

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