Ivan's Pov♡

　　"Belle no matter what I'll never leave you trust me".

　　"Stop it Ivan! This is not the first time you are saying these shitty words to me.I know very well that you will leave me sooner or later no matter what.It hurts me Ivan.It literally hurts."

　　I know that I've been hurting her from the very first day just for the sake of her safety but this silly girl doesn't even understand that and insists on staying with me.I can't let her stay with me all the time as I know that it will only bring endless damages to her life.She is not fit for this life.She is an independent woman and she deserves each and every happiness in her life.But it's just that no matter how much I try I literally can't stay away from her.I need her, I need her by my side, I need her throughout my whole life.Just looking at the girl crying on the bed edge makes my heart ache so badly.I feel so painful im my heart!

　　I walked to her step by step and stand still infront of her.Just from looking down from my tall height makes her look so timid and pitiful.Just looking at her like makes me hug her more tightly and I do so.

　　I hug her too tightly afraid of that she will leave me.She looks at me with her pure crystal black eyes making me stiff slightly.I want to leave everything behind and start everything fresh just that it's too late.Now if I leave the field in the middle of the war then everything will be finished with me.It's fine if it's only me who will die but thinking about so many lives ending with mine I just can't step back anymore.

　　I'll fight till the end for you Belle and for my family.I'm the root of everything but I can't let you guys suffer infront of me.These all could have ended at the beginning only but I insisted on dragging it and now it's like this.I literally feel like frustated on myself.So no matter what if I've to leave you all forever for the sake of your safeties then I'll.

　　Belle wakes me up from my imagination saying, "Please Ivan don't leave me alone.Both of us will solve all these fucked up mess together".

　　But I know that's not possible.

　　I try to persuade her saying, "Dear we have to leave now don't cry anymore okay?!You know that I can't see your tears it hurts me just like a knife stabbing deep into my heart and making numerous holes in it".

　　"But it's only you who forces me to cry Ivan" she said with chocked voice.

　　I again request her to go with me to my home because right now I think it will be the safest place for her and you know what this will be the eighth time we will be changing places and third time of mine to leave her again.She reluctantly agrees because you know that no matter what I'll return to her at the end of the day.It may be true or false but seeing her at ease makes every fake things true.And you know this is called love! It really makes people blind and the best thing for their loved ones without even thinking about the consequences.

　　Soon we get into our Royce and headed for my home where my family is waiting for us.I'm eagerly waiting to meet them after such a long time specially my dear mom! I not only hurt Belle but also this person, my mom and insist on keeping her away from me.It's been already a year I haven't meet her and madly want to hold her tightly in my arms.