Monica Silvestro Point of view....

"Can you please stop acting that you're concerned with me." Froilan shouted at me before leaving in front of me. he just beat up because of Anya. Froilan is a badboy and playboy in our school, and I don't know how I fell in love with him. He doesn't like me, is he? I'm so inlove with him. but he wants something different.

But he's my husband now...

"I'm your wife Froilan, it's only natural that I worry about you," I said to him.

He laughed out loud at my answer.

"Monica, you're just my wife in paper, so stop worrying about me first, because I don't need your concern I need you to stay away from me. Just leave me alone. Monica!" He shouted at me before walking out in front of me, leave you alone? I laughed bitterly and that's where the tears that once wanted to disappear disappeared, What the hell is happening in this world?

Can you please help me to unlove him! Ugh! The pain is really in the feeling that he doesn't care about me. He cares for Anya. He love Anya. Why is she?

He will go home drunk and he always whispered Anya's name.

What does Anya have that I don't have? I am beautiful, sexy, most of all capable of life.

I wiped the tears from my cheeks and went to the kitchen to cook for my husband.

I think I just got married to be a maid here in his house.

"The food is ready, you can eat now. Froilan." I said while not looking at him.

He just arrived and he looks like he smells of wine. It looks like he went to the bar again with his friends.

"I don't want to eat with you," he said coldly.

I don't know why he treats me like this, I mean when we got married he was okay.

Actually all our pictures are even though he was forced to, he still smiled.

I still wanted him in high school, but he did not know that and I had no plans to say because I would be hurt.

I just smiled even though inside I felt like I was slowly being emptied.

"I ate, so you ate too," I said even though I didn't really eat.

Actually I'm really waiting for him so I can have him on dinner. But he didn't want to be with me, we've been married for two months and he's always been like this, this is how he treats me.

I'm jealous of Anya because they are so sweet. he can do that because no one knows that we are married and that is good because he said I was just a wife in paper he said.

He sat down in front of the food and started eating, while the worms in my stomach were already at war, damn really calm okay, I will feed you later, so calm guys.

I feel like a fool disobeying the worms in my stomach, I hope they don't sound as I watch my husband so handsome eating.

"Don't stare at me! It's annoying. Just leave me alone," he said coldly.

I did not say goodbye and I went upstairs to where our room was.

We were in the same room but he was not sleeping in the bed, he was just on the sofa, he put it on just so we wouldn't set it aside. I'm afraid of being raped, I'm just tolerating myself if he rape me, just kidding guys, I have some shame left in my body, he is my husband but I can't do that.

I sat quietly on the bed while my tears kept flowing, the heck! Why can't I get used to what he wants from me? I hope I get used to it because I have no plans to leave him now that I know in myself that I love him dearly, I will fight him with Anya.

Even if in the beginning I have no fight, I will fight as long as I can.

I am a martyr but I have no use! I love him so damn much.

I heard a knock outside, hurriedly wiping away my tears before I opened the door.

When I opened it, Froilan's face immediately appeared to me. He frowned as he looked at me.

"Can you not do drama, it's annoying," he said.

See he really doesn't care about my feelings.

"I just miss my parents." He came in and passed me by.

"I don't care, why else would you agree to marry me. Don't dramatize if you don't want me to throw you out," he said.

I confronted him and my two eyes immediately grew up because of what I saw.

It was as if I saw a snake and couldn't move because I was afraid of being bitten by a snake in front of me.

"Will you stand there or will you watch me naked?" he asked.

I hurried out while holding my chest when the beating was so fast that you thought you were racing with thousands of horses.

I touch my cheek, I will burn in the heat. Ghad!

I really saw that .... His weapon?

I was hurting a while ago, now my heart is beating fast, then I still have the urge to lust after my husband if he is rude?

Am I right?

Is that a fairy?

"I will go out tonight so don't let other men in here, if I know if you are letting someone here, I will kiss you." he said.

He just got home and left again? I'm alone again. This is hell.

"What do you think of me having a man? Even though I am just a wife in paper I still have respect for our relationship," I said.

"Good! Don't tell daddy what I do if you don't want me to leave you," he said.

"There's a class tomorrow, so go right early, maybe daddy will call and ask you," I just said, I don't want him to leave me.

"I don't have a pack in my class, I'm with Anya. So just make an excuse," he said.

It feels like my heart is torn, because he's with Anya again!

"O-okay .... be happy," I said.

It really hurts that your own husband can't love and appreciate you.

"Please be with me tonight .... please Froilan,"

I'm alone again and I am afraid to be alone.

I am not used to being alone in a house.

I went back to bed and carefully lay down, I hugged Froilan's pillow and closed my eyes.

THE MORNING I woke up without Froilan, so I went to school first and here I was with my friend Venice.

"Oh! How are you and your husband?" he asked.

he knew Froilan and I were married.

"It's okay," I said.

"Ohh! Speaking of your playboy husband. And wow! He's still with Anya the mistress." I looked at the newcomers Froilan and Anya. Anya was like a snake lying on my Husband's arm.

It was as if a needle had pierced my heart with what I saw. They're so sweet.

I smiled at Venice and did not feel hurt.

"Don't make any noise! Because our classmates can hear us and find out that Froilan and I are married," I scolded her.

"You are hurting again," she said.

"Please shut your mouth, Froilan may hear us,"

"So it's true that you love him?" She asked with a raised eyebrow. I nodded when she asked me.

"That's the reason why I'm

agreed to marry him, because I have loved him dearly since we were in high school, "I replied.

"But look at him, he's happy with Anya. You know that right?" I nodded in response

"Move on that. You're too kind for that idiot!" She rolled her eyes.

"You know me, I will not give up on my love for him,"

"You're really really stupid! Hell that stupid love." Venice said while looking at me.

"I don't care,"

"You're stupid, it's obvious that he has someone else." She bit into her burger.

By the way, Venice is my friend since high school. She's so kind and caring. She always at my back whenever I'm in pain.

"Let me to love him."

"What ever!"

To be continued...