Andrea pov

"Andrea, are you sure you can go home on your own? If you like I will call Tito Gabby to pick you up?" Sandra said to me in a worried tone. I shook my head and put my index finger in my mouth to tell her to be quiet.

"Shhh.... You don't have to tell him to pick me up. He will just scold me on our way home. And besides, her new wife is pregnant. she needs him more than I do" I drunkenly said and get my cell phone in my pouch.

I feel like I'm spinning while texting the grab driver who will pick me up. I almost fell over but Sandra came quickly and held me.

" Thank you Bestfriend " I drunkenly said before I kissed her cheeks.

" Ewwwww... You vomited earlier and now you kiss me on the cheeks! Do you even gargle!?" She hissed

I just laugh at Sandra because of her priceless reaction.

" Don't be so sensitive " I tell her and move away from her. I look at her in the eyes and hug her.

" If ever something happens to me. You know where my Diary right?"I seriously said to her.

I receive a hard slap in my back. "AWWWW!!!" I shout because of the pain.

" You! DON'T SAY ABOUT THAT!"She yelled

I just yelled at her and shrugged my shoulders. "Yeah,Yeah Whatever you want" I said to her before I turned back.

"Andrea, are you really sure you're okay with it?" I just rolled my eyes because of her redundancy.

" Yes for the sake of God!" I said and turned to her.

"And please dont call my Dad" I sweetly said before I turned my back and walked away from her home.

I heard Sandra calling me to come back to her house and sleep there. I just raised my hand and waved it, not turning her. Aishh... She is so nervous. She should know right now that I can handle myself. After what happened to my life I was never afraid of anything. Even if it's death.

I stopped in the waiting shed of the subdivision and sat. I look at my cellphone to check if there's any update from the Grad driver that I contacted earlier.

"Where are you?" I text

"Im there in 3 minutes" he replied

I massage my temple because of the dizziness I feel.

"I shouldn't drink 7 bottles of beer earlier" I tell myself.

Arghhh.. I have class tomorrow at 8 am and it's 1:00 am. I'm sure my hangover will strike me first in the morning.

After minutes of waiting the Grab driver came and picked me up. I hurriedly get inside the car and laid my head in the window.

"Mom, you're so wasted. Enjoying the party?''The grab driver asked.

I just smile at him and wave my hand.

" Yes! Absolutely. I wish I could stay longer but the host will get mad at me" I said to him and closed my eyes.

" Are you celebrating an important occasion?" I looked at the driver when he asked that question to me.

I smiled at him and a tear escaped my eyes. " It's my mothers death anniversary," I said to him. I look at him in the mirror but he avoids my gaze. I saw the eyes of the driver. I see the pity in his eyes.

I don't need it right now.

After I said it to the driver the Car filled with silence. I just smiled and closed my eyes. They always pity me for what happened to my life. Last year my mother died because of a heart attack; She saw my father having an affair with his secretary, who is his wife now. My School knew about the whole damn thing that happened to my life.

They always give me inspirational quotes.

They always said to me I can't do it.

But the real thing that I need is my mother. When she's gone I feel like I'm lonely. I don't have any on my side. All of them are in that mistress. They said I should forgive what my father sin and I should accept my new mother and my new sister.

But that thing will never happen. I will never forget what my father did to my mother. They are the reason why my mother is dead. They are the reason why I lost my Mom.

I sobbed because of all the things that happened in my life. I wish I could start a new life in another place. I wish I could be born again in another world. Even if it's a dream. I will gladly accept it. I just need to forget all the bad things that happened to me.

"Ma'am are you okay?" The driver asked.

I looked at the driver and my eyes widened when I saw the truck.

" KUYA!" I shout while I'm pointing at the truck. He spinned the spinning wheel hard. To avoid the truck but It's too late now.