“Lacy, can you let everyone know that the meeting will be a little delayed this morning, maybe by like 15 minutes?” “Yes Renee, I sure will!” “Thanks!” “You’re welcome.” What was I thinking? I was supposed to be in a meeting with my staff about them being late and here I am running behind. What a great example I’m setting for my employees! The thing is, I was having a bit of an emergency, well that’s what I’d call my desire to get off. I was in my office, playing in my damn panties. That’s right, I had an itch and it had to be scratched. This has to stop though. It’s like whenever I get horny, I have to have some type of relief right then, and it can’t wait. It has been 2 years since my divorce and that also meant 2 years since I have been sexually involved with anyone else besides myself. So, yeah now y’all get it, right? After my divorce, I went on a social media fast, celibacy, and I basically vanished from the world. If it wasn’t about my Law Firm, I wasn’t bothered about it. I was at the top of my career and that’s all that really mattered to me. My friends, my family, and my coworkers were all I knew. For 2 years, I’ve only been to work, the grocery store, the sex store, my parents’ house , and home. As I would always tell my friends, I don’t have time for anything else besides my office. I wanted to do other things besides work, but I just couldn’t do it. So, after playing in my panties, and freshening up in my office bathroom, I went to start my meeting. The meeting went good, I actually didn’t talk about tardiness, I just went over a big case that we had coming up and assigned a few small ones to my new lawyers. After the meeting, I went to lunch with my friend Shelia at a little sandwich shop around the corner from the office. The waiter had took our orders and we were just sitting there talking and catching each other up on the latest adventures of our lives. The waiter came back over to us with 2 pieces of cheesecake and we were both looking at her in suspense. She said, “ma’am, the nice firefighter at the bar wanted you and your friend to have the favorite dessert of the house and he wants to know your name also.” I was listening to the waiter and looking behind her at him also. This brother was fineeeee. I mean he was wearing the hell out of his uniform. Shit, I had so many questions for her. I was looking at her like, me? He wants to know me? This fine ass man, and might I add sexy ass man, wants to know my name? “Me or her?” Is all that I could say. “You, but you can tell him, because he’s walking over here!” “Hey, I’m Carson by the way, I eat her regularly and I’ve never seen you here before, what’s your name?” The man was sooooo damn fine that I was at a lost for words. “Hey, I’m Shelia and my silly friend is Renee, don’t mind her she’s had a long day at work.” “Well, hey Shelia and silly, little, shy, and beautiful Renee.” Look at him, being all humorous and shit, I could feel my panties getting moist just from looking at his fine ass. “Hey and it’s nice to meet you, Mr. Carson, oh and thanks for the delicious cake too.” “ You’re welcome love, and I hate to push up on you like this, but I would love to take you out on a date, so we can get to know each other.” “Sounds nice!” “Cool, drop your digits in my phone and I’ll text and call you later.” I did as he instructed and as he walked out of that shop, I know I had an organism right there at that table. The rest of my day consisted of thoughts of me fucking him and him holding me up against the wall. I knew at that very moment that my love drought had ended.