WARNING MATURE CONTENT AND VULGAR USE OF LANGUAGE,

I wanted to change it to 16+ ,this book is no langer suitable for individuals under 15

Alexandra

I still remember my third year of high school , that was the first time that I saw him. I can still remember all of the girls in my class hanging on the arms of seniors and trying so hard just to be noticed. The boys were drooling over the older girls.

I wish I could go back and relive that moment. I want to go back just to see how the sun turns his dark brown eyes into golden pools of honey. The way his hair was lightly moving as he walked past me in the hallway. How his cheeks were slightly pink from the summer heat . In that moment all I could think of is how a person could be so beautiful? He was so perfectly sculpted ,it was as if an artist had made him.

That moment I knew what was happening. At the ripe young age of 16 I was head-over-heals, stupid crazy, giggling to myself in love. In fact it was the first time I had ever felt like that for anyone, at all. All my peers have had boyfriends and girlfriends ,except for me. I never wanted anyone until that moment.

That day a spark was lit in me ,creating the deepest desire to make him mine. I knew I would to anything to be praised by him. Loved by him .But I only had one problem, how would I do it ,how would I attract him ,make him notice me ?How could I make him mine?

"Hey , my name is Jonathan. What's yours?" Suddenly I was sucked from my longing stares. A boy, presumably my age was standing in front of me. He had short red hair and deep blue eyes with several large freckles on his face. "Hi, I'm Alexandra but you can call me Alex if you like", I quickly replied trying to pull my eyes away from the boy as he walked past me.

"Alex is a cool name , I've never met a girl with that name before", he said while leaning against my locker. He made it clear that he wanted to have a conversation, no matter how awkward or annoying. "Oh really? Jonathan is a nice name, I'm guessing you're parents are religious? " He looked confused and a deep frown appeared on his forehead. "Oh, because it means gift of God but no my mom just liked the name", he said as his frown turned into a smile .

The bell rang and thank goodness it did, he was a strange guy. His eyes were a bit too blue and he stood very close to me and he kept licking the corner of his upper lip.I really hope that he isn't in any of my classes, I can't wait to get out of this place.