I stare at the white ceiling waiting for death to take me asking my self if this was the end I had everything and I feel like I have nothing at all

My name is Mia Steven I'm 32 yrs old and the only daughter of the CEO of Stevens corporation the number one company in the country M my mom and dad loved me because I was the pearl of their hearts although they loved me I still had a hard time due to my weak body when I was 27 I was diagnosed with cancer

Yeah you're right I had cancer problem although my parents tried to find doctors to cure me still there was nothing they can do about it and i know im goin to hit the road soon and leave my parent sad all alone because im the only child they ever had

The doctor told us that I can't be cured and told me I had few years to live so i should cherish my remaining days in this world

All I could do is wait for death although I was on Medication still it wasn't helping I was like a living corpse but my parents tried to chear me up time to time and then I decided to live my remaining life to the fullest and learn new interesting things like swimming, cooking, riding cars and motorcycle,goin to clubs although I continued my work as a doctor

Yeah yeah your right I lose my time to have a family studying being a professional doctor I lose my seven Fu** ing years and when I tried to settle down and have a family of my own iwas diagnosed with the stupid Fu** ing cancer so I decided not to get Married to anyone because I don't want to be selfish to fall in love with someone having a child and leave them behind heart broken due to my death cause I know I have a little bit of time to live and I don't know when I will die

later on it got worst and I knew I was dying and the doctor suggest that I stay at the hospital and I agreed it's not like I had anything to do the only thing that could make me feel alive was reading novels on different websites or apps like ficool flying line web novel and other because they make me forget about the outside world and make me focus on the imaginary one

Although I know that I'm dying but the only thing that I regreat is not having my own life, family a husband and a child to call me mom but there's nothing else I can do now it's all over and I know today is my day because I can feel it at and at last I'm leaving the world

'good bye world"