Facts:

　　Hi I'm Hannah, I'm 15 years old, an ordinary girl who is hoping to become a model someday. I'm living in a small house with my grandpa, mother, brother and uncle. My father is working abroad, he's the breadwinner of the family.

　　January 08, 2021 @1:30pm,

　　Mom: Hannah can you buy a medicine at the store, my head is aching.

　　Hannah: Yes mom

　　Hannah's pov: .While I'm on my way, I bumped to a group of girls.

　　Girl 1: Watch where you going!

　　Hannah: I did not- I'm sorry.

　　G2: You're eyes are lil blurry huh?

throws money to Hannah

here, buy an eyeglasses so you can see how ugly you are.

　　Hannah:

holding her tears, ans run away from them

　　At the store:

　　Sale's lady: What do you need?

　　Hannah : I need kdksbsns

any medicine XD

　　S.L: here

　　Hannah: thank you *then run fast*

　　3 mins. later I finally arrived...

　　I ran to my room and cried, those words that the girls told told me was harsh...

she's insecure about her looks, that's why

　　Perhaps, I'm not fitted to be a model...

losing hope

　　I decided to scroll on Instagram, and I get sad because I saw my classmates are having a good life, richer than us, has new cars, property, etc. I cried to God because why am I always be the lower one. "Why me?" Then I read the Bible and He spoke to me , "For I know the plans I have for you, plans to give you hope and good future." And I am encouraged and chose to fight again!

　　January 09,

　　I finished my morning routine and decided to attend our online class. After 4 subjects, I got a notification on Instagram.

　　I'm surprise because someone messaged me

no one's dming me there

.

　　Then I opened it and saw a message from a modeling agench I followed few days ago.

　　"Hello Ms. Hannah, we want to ask you if you are willing to work for our company as a model. If you are, please send us your measurements of ..., thank you have a nice day."

　　I was speechless-

　　I ran to my mom then she told me that I need to consult father, but she's hapoy for me.

　　@11:50am, video calling my dad:

　　Dad: Your mom told me that a model agency wants to hire you?

　　Me:Yes dad, can I?????

pleasing voice

　　Dad: What if that agency was a scammer??

　　Me:No they're not, I searched about them.

　　Dad: Do you really want it?

　　Me: YESSS

　　Dad: Okay then

　　Me: Thank you daddd!!

　　Dad: Just be safe always, there's bad guys around. You know it..

　　Me: Yes dad, thank you.

End of call

　　@3pm I decided to send them my body measurement.

　　And they told me to come to their company on Wedenesday.

　　And also they tild that I need to eat less, 'cause I eat a lot:>

　　Wednesday:

　　I woke up @ 5:30am, do some workout, eat, morning routine.

　　My mom accompany me.

　　We left our house @ 6:25am

　　While on our way:

　　I decided to listen to a song and that song mafe me cry because I looked back to the things that happened in my life and now one of my dreams are coming true.

　　Mom:Are you crying?

　　Me:No, just hydrating my eyes

yeah yeah, I know what you're thinking you reader:>

　　Mom: So what you will do if you get your first salary

with a pleasing eyes

　　Me:

convinced

Ofc, I'll give you someeeeXD.

　　Honestly, I want to enroll to a school so you can finish your college

my mom is not a college graduate because of lack of money

.

　　Mom: thank you

with teary eyes

　　Driver: We're heree

　　At the company:

　　Employer: Hi, so you're Hannah. Here's the form, sign it if you're interested.

　　Me:

read about nose job

hey, what's this?

　　Employer:Yes, you need it because of our standard.

　　Me:As long you'll pay it, I will:>

　　Employer: Yes maam, we will haha

　　Me:

signed the contract happily

　　Employer: So your appointment with the Dr. is on January 16.

　　Me:Okay, thank you.

　　Arrived home @8pm

　　As we got home, I immediately do my night routine, talk with fam. Then sleep.

　　Morning:

　　Woke up @6:50am, thanked God for another life, then do my morning routine.

　　Then I rest the whole day.

　　Few days later...

　　Finally, the day that I'll meet the Dr.

　　Dr.: So Hannah, I'll just lift your nose, an you'll be a model afer that.

　　After 1-2 hours:

　　Me: Finally done, really excited how will I look haha.

　　We arrived home then I go to sleep.

　　Few days later, the company asked me to come.

　　Employer: Wowww, you look different!! Come, you'll be meeting your future manager.

　　Me:okay

　　Inside the meeting place:

　　Employer: Sir, this is the girl you're asking to assist.

　　Sir: Woww, you look stunningg

to Hannah

you changed, you're now really fitted! Congratulations, you're now working here! Haha!

　　Me:

uncomfortable

th-thank you sir *with smile*

　　Sir: So this will be your manager, her name is Janet.

　　Janet: Hi, I will be your manager.

　　Hannah: Hi, nice to meet you please take care for me:

　　On my way out:*alone*

　　Janet:Hey, Heeyyy!!

Seeking my attention from the back

　　Hannah:Oh hey, what's up?

　　Janet: Here, this is your schedule for this month. See you!

　　Hannah:

feel welcomed

*smiled* okay see you!

　　House:

　　Video calling my father:

　　D: Wwoooowwww, something's different to my daughterr!

　　Me: I did-

　　D:Yes I know, I know...HEY NO BOYS ALLOWED!!

　　Me: HAHA! YES DADDD XD

　　D: Good

　　First day of work:

　　What a busy and tiring day, but it will pay off... plus, it's my dream!

　　Editor's pov: Woww, perfect shots this girl has a good future in this industry...

　　1 month later:

　　Employer: Here's your first salary.

　　Hannah:Hey, I think this is too big for my first month?

　　Employer: No, no sweety. You did a great job! Keep it up!

　　Hannah: Okay, thank you!

　　Employer:Okay, see you!!

　　At house:

　　Mom:So, how's work?

　　Me: It's tiring but enjoyable mom

　　We chats to each other then I got to sleep.