Looking at the mirror I found myself different ,was that me or that was me years back ....yes years back ,may be 20 years back.

　　Today I see the big face ,the maturity glancing out of the body and the facial gestures.

　　The way I speak is different ,the way I believe in things has changed, there is kindof weekness and strengthning experiences all coming out at one .

　　One glance says it all to myself and perhaps to everyone.

　　That day ....It wasnt raining much ,few drops have just started and I see up, with the heavy black clouds making a dark and dim light across the roadside of the hills about to rain heavily , has already given my heart a deep stark with the fear of drenching and walking alone while the night starts darkening .

　　That scary night walking alone shivering and feeling of sticking saree across the body making me feel vulnerable on that lonely road.

　　Continuing to walk,gathering all my strength and trying to look up just to see those dim lights of fencing in the heavy rain drops.

　　I dont remember how far I have walked just liked that ,the sound of sandals have changed from tap tap to almost dragging along with painful legs.

　　And the flashback of my life was just making me more weaker and weaker.

　　With the tiredness what I could realize from a distance is a mansion decorated with lights and a light sound of music hitting my ears , in the rain those lights just looked liked twinkling across till the road gate where I see two man kind of figures with some uniform ,a cap, lighting torch on me.

　　The strong lighting on my eyes made me lift my hands and make a cover and slowly looking at them.

　　Finally I could see some people and hope of faith.

　　While I started approaching them by almost dragging myself as it felt like I am going to fall and its my last step.

　　A car light flashed on me and the guards and it stopped near us.

　　I felt a big relief but was unsure to say anything out.

　　Then I decided and I reached to the people when they were gazing at me from top to down and a small girl dressed up angel just spoke loudly as if announcing out about me that I am totally weak and can collapse very soon.

　　Before that I decided to tell them it just that I lost ways and didnot found any help and it started raining also so walked till here for almost three hours I guess.

　　Till this time I could understand its a function of celebration going on and house is full of guest and I may be looked upon by several people which was scaring me more but this family took a sudden decision of brining me inside secretly and making me comfortable .

　　They showed me a room and asked me get in and lie for sometime till the time they arrange for clothes and food and also asked if I need any first aid,medical or police help as they did made a suspicion of something wrong with me.

　　I made a denial for external helped and thanked them for their hospitable gesture.

　　And I just made a step inside the room and I found the girl accompanying me and trying to make me feel not alone.

　　She showed me where to sit and relax my feet.