Today is the day to lose my virginity.

I am Lily Stephens, 26 years old and single. I am done being single for so long, nor do I have any interest in making any boyfriend because of my ugly past. My ex had realized to me that there is no love, it's the only interest.

I was frustrated being hearing that my friends are getting married, having kids, or getting gifts from their bf. I was literarily tired of listening about their personal s*x life. My colleagues use to tell me about the sex position they love. And being a virgin, it hits me hard. I feel single, but not ready for the mingle.

But yes, I would enjoy s*x. So, the goody-good girl was prepared to go to the bar to cherish her life.

It was my first time in the bar. I don't know where and how to find any random guy who is ready to do

anything. I have just seen in the movies that male and female protagonist find each other so easily and then finds a room.

I was expecting that only.

But, entering the bar made me realized that all movies are fake. Everyone was drinking and dancing, now who is a decent guy and who isn't?

I went to the counter to buy a glass of wine. Yes, it would be my first time as I come from a very strict family. I have never smoked, never eaten tobaccos, nor do I know the taste of alcohol. Just I sat at the counter, a bald uncle smiled towards me. He had a big tummy and still dared to give a yellow smile to

a girl of his daughter's age.

I realized that that's the chance I was waiting for. So, the movies aren't fake at all. These things happen in reality. I know that if I would smile back, he and I would end up in the bed.

So, I smiled back.

He came closure to me and offered me a drink. Although it's my first time, I acted like I am a pro! Yes, I have seen these attitudes to drink in movies.

After drinking a lot, my head started wobbling. I regretted drinking. I knew it was my first time, but still, I drank only-god-know-how-many-glasses.

.....

I don't remember anything clearly. I just felt like he wrapped me in his waist and took me in his car. I was just singing the same beat but my eyes were closed. I knew what he would do next. After taking me to the room, he threw me angrily over the bed.

I didn't know why he has done that. But, as it's my first time, I thought that it may be his style!

I tried to open my eyes but due to little darkness, I couldn't see anything properly.

I started opening my clothes. But, I was a little ashamed, a little guilty, and a little nervous. It's my first

time. I saw his figure coming near me. He asked in a deep angry voice, "What are you doing?"

I didn't know what to say now. Why he brought me here?

Now, the alcohol turned me so dizzy that I couldn't even open my eyes properly. I just said, "I need you!"

.....

He was good in bed. He was a little aggressive also. I was holding him tightly and suddenly, my hands touched his head.

I held his hair and suddenly realized something, how could a bald man have hair? I clearly remembered that he hadn't hair. Then, I move my hands over his chest, and then his stomach.

Oh my god!

He had abs! I don't know how much. Did I enter the wrong car? Wait, I didn't enter by myself, it was him who put me in.

He was a ruthless sex master. He didn't care whether I was a virgin or not. I could feel the blood flowing. I thought that I would die for a moment. But, I enjoyed it also.

.....

Next morning.

I woke up from harsh pain in my vagina. I tried to open my eyes. I had a severe headache. I opened

my eyes and tried to realize the atmosphere.

My gaze fell over the blood strains as well as his semen spread all over the sheets. I felt embarrassed.

I tried to wear my clothes while my full body was aching. Then, I thought something, "Where is he?"

I couldn't find him out. But, I had to go now. I shouldn't have any relationship with him in the future.

What if he would start following me then and now? What if he won't leave me if he comes here? What if he would force me as his s*x slave as the room he booked wasn't a normal room. It was royal rich!

If he would try to do this again, how could I stop him? Thinking of this, I decided to run!

.....

I didn't go to the office for three days. My vagina was aching and it was giving me trouble in walking. I didn't want to create any scene in the office.

As I got recovered, I was happy from inside. After all, now it won't hurt in the future. I could do as much as I want and no blood would flow.

Thinking of this, I packed my bag and left for the office. As I entered, I felt something strange. I still strode towards my floor and asked my colleague, "Nany!"

Nany was my best friend. We work in the public relations department for more than four years. I and she got recruited on the same day. Now, we both are going to get the promotion.

She turned around and asked casually, "What?"

I asked her, "What's happening in the company?"

Nany asked, "First of all, why you were absent for three days? I called you several times and you didn't pick up my phone, not even for once?"

I replied, "I am sorry. I suddenly got so ill that I had no mood to talk or do anything. I have already mailed my boss and he didn't say anything. After all, I never ask for leave randomly."

Nany nodded. She said, "Do you know what happened two days ago?"

I shrugged. "How would I know?"

She said, "Our boss caught red-handed cheating on the company. He was sending data to the rival companies for only-god-knows-why!"

I replied, "Obviously, he was getting money for this."

She said, "Yeah! He was doing this for so many years. Do you know, our main boss suddenly entered in the office on 23rd of the month. It was a surprise invitation. He even looked at your seat and found

you were absent. He called the boss. The boss informed him that you are ill. Later, he entered the boss's office. After half an hour, the police arrived.

Our boss got caught."

I remembered that I took leave from 23rd to 25th of this month. And I missed such an interesting show.

Meanwhile, I also felt bad because our boss was very good towards us. I never felt down in four years under his leadership.

I asked, "Then, what happened?"

She said, "Then what? Our big boss decided to handle the whole company from this building!"

What?

What the hell?

But he was living in another city.

I gave a very weird look to Nany. Nany said, "It's okay. If the big boss would be here, we would get a better facility than before. You can see, things are changing."

Hmm, she was right! I felt something has changed after three days.

I sat down on my desk and said, "Nany, I want to tell you something."

Nany was drinking water. She said, "Hmm."

I said while lowering my voice, "I did that."

Nany drank the water and asked, "What?"

I replied shyly, "That!"

"That what?"

"S*x!"

"With whom?"

"I don't know!"

"What?"

"I don't know really."

"What do you mean?"

"It was one-night-stand."

And whoever was the hero last night, I don't know.

Nany got shocked. I thought, she would give me a thumbs-up. She asked in worry, "Lily, how could you be so crazy? What if he has aids? What if he has any other disease?"

I smirked, "He was having a good body figure."

She frowned, "So, having a good body figure implies he is strong? He has no disease?"

I nodded in confidence. He wasn't lacking something.

Nany asked, "Do you used condoms?"

I didn't know. I just saw his semen. So, maybe we didn't.

I just shook my head, "No. We didn't."

I felt like her eyes would pop out. She was astonished to hear this, "Whaaat? What just you say?"

"I said we didn't use the condom."

"What if you turn out to be pregnant?"

"If I get a baby, I would do abortion. Because I don't want a baby who doesn't have any father."

"So you would kill a child?"

"I think so. It's better for it. After all, how would I reply to it when it would ask me about father. I can't

say to it that I did one-night-stand. It would look slutty."

Nany got furious. She said, "Then why don't you marry a guy. Not every guy cheats."

I didn't say anything. I don't care. I mean, my ex cheated over me with someone else and that's why I don't believe in love. He acted very well in front of me, but when I saw his reality, I got into depression.

It wasn't easy for me, but I get out of it and now, I have promised not to have any lover in the future.