Rose Hastington

　　I walked out from my office with a smile plastered on my face. I don't know why I'm so happy today but I'm just happy.

　　"You're weird." I glared to my brother as he commented about my face.

　　"Shut it Luky." I hissed and he pressed the lift button.

　　"Have you book a ticket to Miami for next week?"

　　"Why don't we use our jet?" I asked.

　　"Dad is going to use it smart head." He said annoyed and we walked into the lift.

　　"Why dad get to use it every time?" I hissed.

　　"It's his." Luke said in 'are you stupid tone?'.

　　"Where are you going after this?" I asked.

　　"As usual.. meet my brothers." Luke said and I rolled my eyes.

　　"Will Max be there?"

　　"It's only me, Sky and Ken for today.

　　"Where's the rest?" I asked and the lift opened, we walked out from the lift and walked out from the building.

　　"Aaron‘s at home taking care of his sick wife, Alex is taking Angel to LA, Sebastian is in Russia but I don't know what is that idiot doing there and lastly your Maxy.." I looked at him waiting for him to finish his sentence.

　　"Where? Max where?"

　　"I don't know." That made me smack his shoulder hard, he groaned in pain.

　　"Don't joke like that!"

　　"Why don't you check him at his house? You can call him too." He hissed and rubbed the spot where I smack him.

　　"Okay." I smiled widely and he still looked at me annoy, I walked to my car and waved to my annoying brother. I got into my car and drove out from my office building.

　　Let's just go to Max's house, I miss him. We fought a lot last week and none of us talk so let's just clear things up with him.

　　Max is my first love, I love him since I was 14 and I know that's crazy, now I'm 24 almost 25 and my heart still belongs to him. We both have an on and off relationship and as you all know Max is a playboy, he often change women almost everyday.

　　It breaks my heart and I've been watching it for almost 11 years, but he kept going back to me in the end. I know he's a douchebag but I love him. Crazy love but it's true.

　　When I saw Max for the first time, everything is just right. He didn’t notice me at first but as I turned 17 and changed my appearance, I went to the gym and started to make my body more sexy so he will notice me.

　　From that point, he did take ‘my first’ in everything and I did save all of it for him. It's just incredible for him to be my first and of course I love him but I never say that to his face but I know he always come to me in the end..

　　This year my dad talked about merging my company with the Portwalt by having arrange marriage to Austin Portwalt, Blake Samuel's bestfriend in Miami. We both already met each other secretly with my dad and his dad and him, we took everything slow and we only went out for a few dates.

　　Austin likes me, he told me that but as all you know I don't. He's sweet and caring, really take everything slow. He's far from Max, I want Max to be like Austin but of course he can’t.

　　Everything that I want in a guy, Austin has it but he can't give me the feeling that Max can give me. He just can't.

　　2 days ago, our family had dinner together again without Luke of course. My dad won't risk anything if Luke knows. We came to an agreement to get married next month and I'm still confuse about it.

　　Max never state me as his, he never claim me. I'm not even his girlfriend or anything so we don't have any official relationship and it hurts me but what can I do? I asked him to be my boyfriend but he rejected it and we didn't talked for 2 months and it's killing me.

　　Maybe if I get married to Austin, I can develop feelings for him because we’ll live together and basicly do everything together so I think I will like him or maybe love him.

　　But now.. my heart still belongs to Max.

　　As I arrived at his house, my eyes narrowed as I saw a yellow ferrari parked there. I walked to his main door and still looking at that Ferrari.

　　I walked inside his house and all his maids already know who I am so they already used to me getting here without any announcement.

　　I turned to the stairs and my eyes widen..

　　My heart crushed again.. for a thousand times maybe..

　　I saw red high heels, bra, black dress, panties, suit, shoes.. my heart crunched but I kept walking up.

　　I have been watching this kinda thing for 11 years and I don't know how many girls he already bed. I walked to his room and stood in front of his door.

　　I heard moans, groans and screams. I literally wanted to cry in this situation and I always did but I suddenly remembered about my agreement with Austin and his dad.

　　I'm getting tired actually for the pass 11 years this is what I get everytime. Heartbreak.. nothing more and the smart head he is, he always get me back.

　　"Gosh Jennifer." My eyes widen.. Jennifer? Jennifer his new secretary?

　　With that I pressed the door knob and pushed the door, they both turned to me and all I see was Max face. He has this angry expression towards me.

　　"Get out Rose!" He said it loudly and clearly.

　　"Gladly." I smiled and turned my body. I walked away without any tears.. but just hate towards him.

　　From today and in the future, I won't comeback to you again, Max. I won't.