Bella , Bella, Bella"My dad called my name ... "I'm so sorry ...i was never really there for you and your brother"

I thought i was having a hallucination but i wasn't ...it was a dream .

I am Bella Neil, a seventeen years old high school kid ... Let me go back a little in the introduction i will be eighteen years old in  three months time. And i have a rare disability called prosopagnosia also known as face blindness, i can't recognize face Or my face .

My accident happened four years ago when me and my dad was on our way to a carnival ...our car collided into a bus ...my dad died while saving me...blocking me from all the Glass and the collision, he died instantly.

Before my dad died i was a rich and spoilt kid ...my dad was the owner of kohli steel and lines ...a major dealer with steels and material for constructions. He was more like a womanizer and gambler...But he made sure he gave his family money.

I live my life just like every other teenager about to graduate from high school in 6 months.

I was at my bestfriend's house , Nathan Macdonald , We have been friends since childhood...that was when we were four years old. We do everything together and he's not the only one who do , pamela Erin my bestfriend , she went on a vacation with her family.

"My mom's at it again" Nathan said.

"Comeon, going to harvard is big a deal"  i pinched him , "i will be alright ...besides cambridge or harvard ...i will be fine "

I assured him.

"You are my bestfriend and i love you , i wouldn't want you to be anywhere you are all by yourself"he was looking so cute with his puppy eyes.

"The earlier you realize that we are no longer kids , is the day you grow up."  I teased.

"Besides we have more than half a year to have fun together , we can have do much fun during summer" i wasn't just saying those to make him feel better , i meant every word.

"Yeah..but our fun won't last". he cried.

"Neither will i stay in school forever ". i said.

He replied me with a smile.

"I prepared a bucket list ...Full of fun content. " I said handling the paper over to him.

BUCKET LIST TO DO.

1. Go skydiving .

2. Play guitar while mrs humprey is in

    class.

3. Get Matching BFF's tattoo.

4. Go to a paint and wine night.

5. Get mini-pedis.

6. Set each other on a blind date.

7. Take a cooking class

8. Have spa day.

9. Go on a camping trip.

10.Go on scary roller coaster ride.

11. Throw a dinner party.

12. Stalk each other ex' s on social     

       media.

13.Go to disneyland.

14. Go to a bonfire.

15. Go wine tasting .

16. Go on a double date.

17. Pretend to be insane and see a             therapist.

18.  Make a photo memory scrap book.

19.  Join a bookclub .

20. Go bee hunting.

21. Have a pajamas day out.

22. Go to a driving movie.

23. Attend a music festival.

24. Prank call .

25. Wear matching outfis for aweek.

26. Have a cut crafts day.

27. Write a letter to be opened in           the nearest future.

28. Steal from a Clothline stall.

29. Order a food and make a fuss.

30.  Learn Quran.

"Wow, but isn't all these too much?" Nathan asked looking so off board.

"No it isn't, this for summer " i said

"And there might more ". i added.

"You are so scary right now" He said with a smirk .

"I know right ... Opps i have to go now , mum will be home in a few hours, i have to prepare dinner " i frowned .

"Okay see you at school" he said .

"Won't you see me off ?", I asked.

* * * * *

I arrived home , but mom was already back from work and she was also preparing dinner.

"Hi mom, you are back so early" i said with a full mouth while munching some oats .

"Yes i am " my mom replied me .

"How was work?" I asked frantically.

" Hectic as usual" my mom replied me in a low tone.

" Can you stop littering the whole place" i yelled at my little bro

Donald

. " I am going up want to shower".

Donald is my little bro of 9 years old and in grade 4 . He is so cute with his sea blue eyes ...always letting me yell at him.

"Okay when you are done , Come down and help me with dinner" my mom said .

Some minutes later* * * * *

" So what do you have in mind for dinner?" I asked.

" How about macaroni and cheese" my mom said.

"Yummy mum , what's the special occasion?" I asked.

"Guess" my mum said.

"Mum, you know i am not good at guessing, what is it mum?" I asked out of curiosity

Everyone was in suspense* * * *

"I got promoted today" my mum said with smiles all over her face . " And i am here to celebrate with my family" she added.

"Wow mum...that's

wonderful ...congratulation" i said hugging her .

"Mum i have something for you" Donald said .

"What is it baby" my mom replied starring at me ...

"Squat mum" he said giving my mom a peek on the cheek and handling her a airplane made out of paper.

"Thanks baby" My mom complimented him.