I screamed in pain as Alpha Jordan lashed the whip on my bare back. I was locked up in the room he calls his playroom and I had just endured forty-three lashes of the whip, I was chained to a pole with a silver chain that burnt my skin. Immediately I screamed, Alpha Jordan stopped his torture and I could feel him glaring at me. I knew I was in real big trouble. This was because I was taught to stifle my screams whenever I was being tortured but today's torture was unbearable. Alpha Jordan had just finished raping me after tying me to the bed and he landed punches on me for shading a tear and then gave orders for me to be chained to a pole with a silver chain which burnt my skin. "Well well" Alpha Jordan said as he dropped the whip, I knew I had just made the biggest mistake of my life because I had just broken one of his rules. "You slut what did I tell you?" His voice was dangerously calm. "I-im sorry Alpha, I..." A hot slap stopped me in mid sentence. He picked a handful of my hair and pulled it, it was as if he wanted to rip it off my scalp, I only whimpered because I didn't want to break another rule.

"Now recite the rules for me" he commanded.

I started immediately.

'Do not speak unless spoken to

Do not look up at anyone because I'm worthless

I am just a toy meant for people to use and play with

Lastly, do not make a sound when beaten or tortured "

This is what I was made to recite for the past eleven years of my life. Then something unexpected happened happened, its not really unexpected but for the past eleven years it always feels like I'm not ready for it. He connected his leg with mine practically breaking one of my legs then punched me in the face and using the rest of my body as a punching bag. "Always remember slut, you're a worthless being and no one cares about you" with that, he gave me one last punch and I blacked out. I'm Sophie Wayne and I'm a werewolf. This was not how I started my life. I lived with my parents in the moonlight pack. I had two brothers and a sister but I don't really remember their names. Werewolves live in packs with a leader who always oversee the pack and is given the title Alpha, there are different packs and territories with different Alphas and the wife or mates of an Alpha is called a Luna. A mate is like a soulmate as humans put it. A mate is like your other half, someone who you would love to spend the rest of your life with, someone who completes you and makes you smile. Every werewolf has a mate given by the moon goddess. I am yet to find my mate which of course will never happen because Alpha Jordan keeps me as his toy. Even i f I find my mate, I'm pretty sure he would reject me immediately since I'm already messed up, scrawny and abused. Rejection from your mate is one of the worst thing that can ever happen to you, in fact it is the worst thing, I have seen it before and trust me it is really bad. Once your mate rejects you, its as if half of your body is pulled out and there will be a terrible ache in your chest, I hope I never find my mate because the last thing I need is rejection. I was once a pretty girl with red hair, smooth skin and brown eyes but now I can't say much about myself, I'm pretty bruised. When I was six, Alpha Jordan stormed into my house and they dragged me away with my parents watching. Since then, I was beaten, raped, drugged, whipped, chained, starved and pretty much anything bad you can think of. Now I'm seventeen and I have accepted my life . I'm just a nobody and I'm sure everyone sees me like that.