In the beginning of our relationship I didn't think I could fall in love with him. We met in such a reckless way and ended up together. I was so lonely after breaking up with Brett it had felt like I was tore apart he had left in a way that confused my heart. I didn't really put much thought into the relationship I had jumped in, figuring that I wanted someone to be there for me as a friend. We hit off okay other than the weird way we met. Okay i realized i didn't make the best decision. And it was pretty creepy the way that day started.

　　   It was near Christmas time and i really hoping not for another one night stand. I dated a guy shortly before him and he seemed okay other than he had girlfriend and i found out via messages. My heart was shredded even more. I was so upset. I am pretty sure Clayton could tell i was upset. And he really wanted to be there for me. He didn't make fun of me for the way I ate or judge me.

　　  He seemed really cool he wanted me to spend the night with him at his house. I thought nothing of it. He drove my car for me cause i didn't feel like driving. I hated driving, I didn't feel very good at it at the time.

　　  We drove past the Christmas lights and I was super excited to see the pretty lights it was definitely winter.

　　    We decided to show up at his house. We showed up to this place in the country and he said there was only one way to get in. I wasn't sure what he meant by that. He said that he lived with his uncle.

　　  It didn't sound to out of place until he said he didn't want to wake up his uncle in the main room.. I was slightly confused but just ignored it. He seemed like an okay guy with our conversations, we had a lot in common. Everything was fine or so i thought. He had asked me to climb through the window and he said he'd lift me up. It sounded super sketchy. He said sorry and tried to make it seem like not a big deal. I was really upset with him but did what he asked. Even though I wasnt exactly happy with the idea of me climbing through his window. I trusted him slightly and wasnt to scared, although maybe I should've been. Its not the best way to have your first date with someone jumping into some random house. It could've been anyones house?